well there was once this sheep
in a feild
he was content with his life
He would wake up in the morning and eat some grass
pondering the purpose to the many factors in his life
he would ponder why he ate grass
why he shat
why he slept
until one day
It occured to him
I am alone
he looked up from his grass and he saw nothing but more grass
all around him, he was the only sheep
all around there were no other sheep he could talk to about the meaning or lack of in his existence
the sheep decided that day he would sit under the tree in the feild
and he would ponder some more
he concluded
after coming to terms with t
Walking along,
just passing the time
When before long
you take a glance upwards
your feet are where your head should be.
Upside down,
caught in mid air, snatching a glance as she walks past.
The moment turns into a month and month into too long.
Caught up in the whirlwind,
things are pretty swell.
Can't beleive
Can't quite say,
you love her loads
walking down the road,
To an unfamiliar place,
you've been to before.
Everything is poetry,
Because its all the same,
But in a different way.
Her eyes shine,
Quite so bright, to make you dream
to make you think
Forever?
Might just find a way
Everything is poetry
Because its a
Moving along In Our God Given Ways,
I regret, I relate those words so much.
For so long, Time was like Train Moving Past,
I Tried To distance, Tried to be Different.
I had Independance, at least I thought I did,
But now I feel, that could I undo, I would undo
All that I've done.
They're moving on and getting Together,
I waste my time watching pixels fly by.
They kill brain cells, To have decent conversation,
I keep my brain cells, and Enjoy Banter At The Dinner Table.
I Hate What They Love, And I love what they hate.
I regret now, That I set Myself Aside
Because Aside is lonely.
They Ask me how they are?
And I ask who are they
The sun was high,
and the water, cold.
I smelt of chlorine,
And felt spontaneous and bold.
It was a chance encounter,
Just a random thing
Lead to one of the best conversations,
It was a glorious thing.
It brought back memories,
fluttering from within.
My face still burnt,
And I quite didn't know what to do
as you walked away, the way that you do.
It broke my heart,
It broke my heart even more that I knew
That I broke your heart, and there was nothing I could do.
Perhaps second chances,
spurred on by chance encounters.
We hope for the best,
Hope to be different from the rest.
We hope to eat grass,
As you might say.
And
The Sun was setting over the horizon, deep red in colour
As a single solitary lonely bird flew over head, without flapping its steel wings
A package fell towards the ground, and her hair falls across her face.
You brush it away and took into her eye's for the last time as in the distance theres a rumble and time seems to slow down. The fireball expands rapidly crashing into the ground and spreading outwards, the cloud and the shock-wave come hurtling towards you.
Her breath is cool on your lips as you mouth grazes her's ever so lightly and theres a light, bright like morning-hangover sun. Your skins tingles and begins to burn as you h
well there was once this sheep
in a feild
he was content with his life
He would wake up in the morning and eat some grass
pondering the purpose to the many factors in his life
he would ponder why he ate grass
why he shat
why he slept
until one day
It occured to him
I am alone
he looked up from his grass and he saw nothing but more grass
all around him, he was the only sheep
all around there were no other sheep he could talk to about the meaning or lack of in his existence
the sheep decided that day he would sit under the tree in the feild
and he would ponder some more
he concluded
after coming to terms with t
Walking along,
just passing the time
When before long
you take a glance upwards
your feet are where your head should be.
Upside down,
caught in mid air, snatching a glance as she walks past.
The moment turns into a month and month into too long.
Caught up in the whirlwind,
things are pretty swell.
Can't beleive
Can't quite say,
you love her loads
walking down the road,
To an unfamiliar place,
you've been to before.
Everything is poetry,
Because its all the same,
But in a different way.
Her eyes shine,
Quite so bright, to make you dream
to make you think
Forever?
Might just find a way
Everything is poetry
Because its a
Moving along In Our God Given Ways,
I regret, I relate those words so much.
For so long, Time was like Train Moving Past,
I Tried To distance, Tried to be Different.
I had Independance, at least I thought I did,
But now I feel, that could I undo, I would undo
All that I've done.
They're moving on and getting Together,
I waste my time watching pixels fly by.
They kill brain cells, To have decent conversation,
I keep my brain cells, and Enjoy Banter At The Dinner Table.
I Hate What They Love, And I love what they hate.
I regret now, That I set Myself Aside
Because Aside is lonely.
They Ask me how they are?
And I ask who are they
The sun was high,
and the water, cold.
I smelt of chlorine,
And felt spontaneous and bold.
It was a chance encounter,
Just a random thing
Lead to one of the best conversations,
It was a glorious thing.
It brought back memories,
fluttering from within.
My face still burnt,
And I quite didn't know what to do
as you walked away, the way that you do.
It broke my heart,
It broke my heart even more that I knew
That I broke your heart, and there was nothing I could do.
Perhaps second chances,
spurred on by chance encounters.
We hope for the best,
Hope to be different from the rest.
We hope to eat grass,
As you might say.
And
The Sun was setting over the horizon, deep red in colour
As a single solitary lonely bird flew over head, without flapping its steel wings
A package fell towards the ground, and her hair falls across her face.
You brush it away and took into her eye's for the last time as in the distance theres a rumble and time seems to slow down. The fireball expands rapidly crashing into the ground and spreading outwards, the cloud and the shock-wave come hurtling towards you.
Her breath is cool on your lips as you mouth grazes her's ever so lightly and theres a light, bright like morning-hangover sun. Your skins tingles and begins to burn as you h
Hope?
Is It Really any use?
in my experience it has only led us to Despair.
I've never thought about it in these ways,
Until Back A few Days
I realized all it really does is give us something that lures into things, We become hopeful and cling to it and cling to it like our only chance for survival but really all that remains at the end of that path is dissapointment. There are times, Dont get me wrong, When Hope makes getting what we wanted that bit sweeter but in the long run More often then not, We shouldnt count our chickens before they hatch.
All i simply meen is 'Hope is the first step on the road to dissapointment' sometimes its
Favourite genre of music: Screams. Favourite style of art: Poetry, Literature, Photography, Conceptual Personal Quote: This Is your Life, And its ending one second at a time.
Favourite Visual Artist
M.C. Escher, Gustav Dore, Harry Clarke, Salvador Dali, Syd Mead, Ralph McQuarrie, H.R. Giger,
Favourite Writers
E. A. Poe, W. Blake, Chris Taylor, Various Others.
.....Turned out nothing like I had planne, but my god I love it.
I'll get some new shit for DA up soon, been writing a lot recently, feel like i need some more photo's though.
Life Is good, work shits me and I love it, Hangover's are poetically painful and I smoke and drink too much. But, as i say life is good.
The End of the year Exams and final term are looming ever closer and im oh-so-fucking-excited for the summer holidays, man I can't wait for that shit.
christmas should be good too, but mostly the parties and the ladies and the ladies at the parties and the ladies parties and the booze and the thrills of it all. Fuck I miss summe
Picking up and dusting off this deviant art is quite bizarre to me, Reading My old journal entries Its been A Long time.
Oh, how the times have changed. My musical horizons have broadened, my taste in dress has become much more tasteful and I've gotten a job Flipping burgers At McDonalds.
More Importantly The past year and a half has been a Roller-coaster ride of Girls, Occasional Alcohol and Self-Realisation (With some help from a crazy Ex-girlfriend). Its been Wild, but I won't bore with the details, so lets get down to what matters. Possibly one of the most depressing songs is playing right now (Twenty Four Hours-Joy Division), but t
ok so this is really my first journal.
the other one was more a telling of the beggining of a story im going to write. based upon characters ive created that i use sometimes for inspiration in my songs. anyways that was all said before so this is really what i have to say
Thus far this year has been odd. Going back to school only to have everyhting exactly the same as the middle of last year, no one asked about my hols no one said anything. i just went back into the flow of things. I'm thinking about getting back together with my old girl, i still like her but im not sure about a lot of things and there is still a lot of confusion on that